Giftedness.
The word “gifted” has never been used to describe me. Would have been great if it had haha. I have wondered why most, if not all, autistic people have some sort of gift or “splinter skill” , as I have heard it termed. I have been told, “Oh you do have a gift. You just haven’t found it yet.” I am 31. Think I would have found it by now if I was going to!
I am good at a few things.
Spelling.
Editing - although other people’s mistakes seem to leap out at me but my own don’t
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Writing - when I am in the mood.
Making people laugh - This is odd because I don’t mean to but sometimes I describe what I think of the simplest things and people find it hilarious. I am not offended by this.
However, with typical academic subjects that may have led me to university or college, those receive a big thumbs down.
Maths - blech.
English Literature -the books were boring. If a book is boring to me, I am not going to read it. If they had Star Trek books, maybe I would have gotten an A.
Art - I had to be told exactly what to paint/draw. Because of this, the teacher didn’t like me. I couldn’t handle this so dropped the class.
Technical Drawing - loved it but boy was I ever slow.
Science - would have loved to do Human Biology but was told by the careers counselor that I wouldn’t be able to handle it. I will never forget that. I was also scared of Bunsen Burners.
Social Studies - Look at the name of the subject. Social Studies?
In short, I failed Years 8, 9 and 12 at school.
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Now I may be going to university next year. Wow! Never thought that this would happen. Ever.
Filed by renaeden at October 13th, 2008 under Autism and me...
Don’t feel bad. I was lucky I managed to get through my school years with the lack of help I received. No one ever listened to what I wanted and always insisted that I can do the work. It was terribly overwhelming and I felt like I couldn’t trust anyone that tried to help me. I want to be able to go a community college but I want to make sure that people will be able to understand me this time and make sure I get the needs and accommodations to help me. Otherwise, it’s not going to be worth it for me if they can’t listen to me.
Comment by Misayu-chii — October 14, 2008 @ 5:57 pm