More writings from hospital.
16-12-07
I was woken up by screaming last night. I thought it was in my dream because I have dreams like that. I don’t feel like breakfast but I will give it a go.
I had breakfast. Two pieces of tast with margerine and jam and a cup of tea. I know some people here now. I wonder what other people are here for. I know a few people are taking methadone. Most people smoke and they socialise that way. I am not going outside because of all the smoke. I still feel dizzy and can’t walk straight. Side-effects? If this is from the Tegretol and it is permanent, it is my own fault.
1pm. I had tomato soup for lunch and cake mixed with custard for desert. I rang GA on my mobile which I had to ask for from the nurses. He said he might visit tomorrow. I also rang my friend to apologise for what I texted her last week. I don’t want to lose a friend like her. She will not be visiting as she doesn’t know how to get here. I said I understand. I am just glad we are speaking like before. I am worried about my admin duties I have on two sites. If they are given to someone else, I won’t mind because I am not there. I feel sleepy again.
7pm. Woke up in time for dinner and had quiche and mashed potato. I am watching the tv to see the weather report. It has been cold and rainy. I only have t-shirts. One more day in bed. That’s 3. I don’t feel like doing their group activities.
9pm. I don’t feel very good right now I had to go and remind a nurse about my night medication otherwise I probably wouldn’t have gotten it. I feel like I am a bother to the nurses although I am trying to do nothing wrong. I have little energy. I went and had a drink and then realised I had to brush my teeth again because that is what I do. Still dizzy.
Filed by renaeden at January 6th, 2008 under Related to Mental Health