Just an update on….stuff.
I am not doing much in life at the moment. Still looking for work and not receiving much help for it. Last week my employment co-ordinator said that he would go to Bunnings and see why they don’t reply back to people who send in resumes. This would be good because I handed in my resume and went back there another three times just to see what was going on (maybe it annoyed them). I haven’t heard back from him about it and I can’t say I am surprised.
I have been told that I am negative but I think I am just realistic. I try to think of things from all angles and also what may happen in the future. I have had an interest in hospital orderly jobs (no, NOT Personal Care Assistant!!!) but a few people have said to me that I would not be able to handle it. Well, given my past habit of just walking off the job when overwhelmed, I can understand why they would think this. But then what job would I be suitable for? Would it have to be “sheltered” work? I am frustrated. I wish someone would find me a job and make me go to it, heheh.
It may seem awful to some, but I would like the security in life that I had when I was in hospital. The same thing every day. All mapped out. 3 meals a day. Get up and go to bed at the same time. Exercise every morning. Activities in the afternoon. People who seemed interested in my progress. I can’t help this feeling. Having no direction in life makes me want what I had when it was all secure.
I actually have no appointments or anything this week. I have been thinking that on Thursday I would like to take GA out to the hills. We don’t have mountains, we have hills, heh. It is spring, so it should be nice. I need something to do, some direction.
Filed by renaeden at October 2nd, 2007 under Random/Daily Stuff.